Possession

I tried to stay away but all i ended up doing is make myself crave more and more of your attention. I want to monopolize your world. I want to be the only one in your world. I will not give you up. I can not let you go. What have i gotten myself into knowing you love another? Why do i keep pushing knowing all that does is throw me off the edge of sanity faster? How long til my lucid moments dwindle and disappear? How long til all i get is despondence and isolation? Who needs this anyway? This is a mere reflection of why love should never ever be touched by anyone. It throws you off-kilter.